Have you seen gas prices?! Have you experienced them?! Every time that pump clicks a new pair of shoes dies. And I am a commuter. A minimum of 7.5 hours a week driving to or from work, that’s an extra day of work. I live at home right now, virtually rent free, but it’s looking more and more like that needs to change. Actually, I want, maybe even need that to change.
List of Fly the Coup Catalysts
- My mother drives me crazy.
- I’m 26.
- Gas prices make my credit card cry.
- I’ve outgrown my 10×10.
- I would gain 7 hours a week in time.
There are a few things keeping me. I am a little concerned with budgeting. I am scaredypants because I’ve never lived away from home before. Both of which stem from being ED. In the throws of a NomVom session money is the last thing on my mind. Nomvoms are expensive. Being by myself would give me more freedom to isolate myself. I fear ED like it is predator and I am prey. I’m marked for kill and it’s just waiting for moments of weakness to get me and imprison me in it’s world.
For 2012 I made a goal that I would be able to move out within the year. I realized, even then, that the ED behaviors got to go too. That gives me 2 goals that work together. I recover and can then be mentally stable enough to move out. And, as i said before Nomvoms are expensive. Each instance I avoid flushing my cash down the toilet is saving to move out. It also helps me keep track of my expenses to budget for my future place. It’s great motivation.
I have a goal again.